Saturday, June 28, 1986
I didn't sleep well last night. My asthma and allergies began acting up. Probably from the smoke. The man's name is Decide -- like decided . He says that hash is good because the fire you see while burning your brain cells is exciting. He is a very strange man. He makes colleges that explain what he thinks unconsciously. They tell a story from his head. I think he is very weird.
Today I am beginning to feel homesick and I am not doing well with French. They all speak so quickly and I say pardon and they repeat it in English. It is hard. There is no one around my age to talk to and I feel very uneasy. It just might be because I am not feeling well. It is also very hot. They have no screens here so there are many bugs everywhere.
I had raw fish for lunch today. I had about 3 bites. Enough to make it look like I ate something. This is the 3rd meal I haven't eaten. For dinner last night I had only cucumber and lettuce and for breakfast a small yogurt. I don't really like the food much.
Tomorrow will be the end of my first week away from home. I have 9 weeks left. I sure hope they go quickly. Also I hope I can pickup some French because right now I'm doing awful.
Today was a real tough day to get through. It did get better though. After I had raw fish for lunch (gross!) I figured next time they offer it I'd say thanks anyway, but that didn't work.
A few of her friends came over. They sat around smoking and chatting all afternoon. I was feeling really blah so I stayed upstairs most of the morning thinking and crying. It must have helped because I felt well enough to go chat with everybody. They are definitely different. When I was staring to have fun they left. 4 kisses, Au Revoir. And once again we had raw fish for dinner. I had to eat it because they were all sitting there and I couldn't throw it away. It was very difficult.
After dinner we played a French card game. I even understood some of what Decide was saying in French. I suppose it is a beginning. Once or twice I even answered back in French!
Some day maybe I'll catch on to all of this. I still can't understand Colette. When I understand what she is saying I will have accomplished something!
I didn't sleep well last night. My asthma and allergies began acting up. Probably from the smoke. The man's name is Decide -- like decided . He says that hash is good because the fire you see while burning your brain cells is exciting. He is a very strange man. He makes colleges that explain what he thinks unconsciously. They tell a story from his head. I think he is very weird.
Today I am beginning to feel homesick and I am not doing well with French. They all speak so quickly and I say pardon and they repeat it in English. It is hard. There is no one around my age to talk to and I feel very uneasy. It just might be because I am not feeling well. It is also very hot. They have no screens here so there are many bugs everywhere.
I had raw fish for lunch today. I had about 3 bites. Enough to make it look like I ate something. This is the 3rd meal I haven't eaten. For dinner last night I had only cucumber and lettuce and for breakfast a small yogurt. I don't really like the food much.
Tomorrow will be the end of my first week away from home. I have 9 weeks left. I sure hope they go quickly. Also I hope I can pickup some French because right now I'm doing awful.
Today was a real tough day to get through. It did get better though. After I had raw fish for lunch (gross!) I figured next time they offer it I'd say thanks anyway, but that didn't work.
A few of her friends came over. They sat around smoking and chatting all afternoon. I was feeling really blah so I stayed upstairs most of the morning thinking and crying. It must have helped because I felt well enough to go chat with everybody. They are definitely different. When I was staring to have fun they left. 4 kisses, Au Revoir. And once again we had raw fish for dinner. I had to eat it because they were all sitting there and I couldn't throw it away. It was very difficult.
After dinner we played a French card game. I even understood some of what Decide was saying in French. I suppose it is a beginning. Once or twice I even answered back in French!
Some day maybe I'll catch on to all of this. I still can't understand Colette. When I understand what she is saying I will have accomplished something!
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